cray cray lol!
I’m really too proud to do anything about it though.
I’m quietly and slowly accepting the fact that he will never be mine. It’s over before it even started..sad, huh? But every time I think about it, I’m comforted for some reason. Maybe I was jumping the gun a little by imagining the two of us living in a condo walking our English Bulldog in the park every morning, sipping coffee or something to keep us warm and doing crossword puzzles and going to parties with our friends. I’ve always had a huge imagination, especially when it comes to guys. It’s comforting to know that he’s out there somewhere, maybe he’s thinking of me, maybe he’s not. But he’s there.
So, I’m not dragging myself down because of this. Never because of a guy. NEVER. If he’s the one, he’ll come around. They always do.
But I guess, you hide it better.